I had a very good relationship with my boyfriend. Everything was going very well between us; we loved each other so much that nothing could have torn us apart. He would always go to my house and hang out with me every weekend just to spend time with me. He was always there for me, no matter what was going on. He was always by my side.
I used to be really good friends with some girls I had known since the 3rd grade, but in 7th grade when I started going out with my boyfriend, we kindaí started hating each other. So they just wanted to make my life very miserable by trying to break me up from the guy I loved so much. They started putting ideas in his head about me saying I was cheating on him and so on. Then he just ended up going out with some other girl. He told lots of things about her that hurt me a lot like, ďSheís better than you.Ē
I told him that if he really loved me he shouldn't believe what other people said about me. But they were his homegirls and he preferred to believe them. He said, "They all tell me the same thing about you. What am I supposed to believe?" Well, he was suppose to believe me.
There was this one LovePoetry poem that helped me a lot. It helped me believe that there would be some other guy out there waiting for me. It's called Broken Heart
by Linda Michelle Brendible.
Iím not going to lie; I did cry for a very long time and I was very sad. I was still in love with him for 10 months. It was just so hard for me to get him out of my head. My love for him was so strong that instead of it going away, it grew stronger. One day, I said to myself, "It's time for me to move on." So I ripped all of his pictures and letters, anything that was from him.
Itís been 1 1/2 years that we havenít been together and we really donít talk to each other. Luckily, I found a guy that and I've been with him for 10 months. He helped me forget about my ex. We are thinking about having a baby right now and I just am so glad to be with him.
Girls, if you ever fall in love, please try to fall in love with the right guy. That way you wonít get hurt. Trust me, it hurts.