We were together for one month and the first two weeks were great, but then it turned into misery. He started to push me away, like if I was talking to him he would leave and just ignore me. Also, I would try to hold his hand or kiss him and he would push me away. Everything had changed and he treated me like trash.
First, I told him that he had been changing and that this wasn't the person I loved and cared about. I told him that if he was going to be like this the whole way through, then I didn't want to be with someone who makes me cry. He told me that he cared about me but not the way he did before. Also, he said that he loved me so much that he thought the best thing was for us to break up because he didn't want me to be sad.
Everytime he treated me badly, I thought that we could work through it, but at the end, our relationship wasn't as strong and real as I thought it was. Then I went to LovePoetry.com and there was a poem that related to my situation, so I knew I wasn't alone. The poem was Chris: so you think you're a playa
by luv always.
He finally broke with me. I had all these emotions in me. I was so sad because I really, truly loved him, but at the same time I was relieved because I knew he was hurting me. He said he wanted us to be friends, but you know that never happens. We hang around with the same people, so we have to see each other. I try to talk to him, but when he is around his friends, he acts like a jerk and doesn't talk to me. Also, he's been talking bad about me. He makes his friends make fun of me, and the other day they bombed my house with eggs. When his friends aren't around, he talks to me, but I try not to talk to him as much. I still feel something for him, but nothing is going to happen between us, I could guarantee it!
You never really know someone. Never stay with someone if they make you suffer- you might think it will change, but it won't. Think of it this way: if they make you cry or suffer do they really deserve you? Live for yourself... no one else!