AFTER HE SAID
ME AND HIM
AREN'T GOING TO HAPPEN
I FELT MY HEART STOP
NO MORE THUMPS
I DIDN'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO
WHAT TO THINK
OR SAY
THE ONLY THING THAT CAME TO ME
WERE TEARS
A WHOLE OCEAN OF TEARS
NOW, I'M STILL
ON MY LAST HEARTBEAT
NOT KNOWING
ANYTHING AT ALL