Can I say no now that I said yes
I think he was just a small test

Yes I love him and always will
It's just my heart is in a mill

He says he loves me, he says he cares
Without him I could not bear

But I cannot love him like this anymore
To find a new love would make my heart soar

I feel as if I am betraying him
can it be not him, not the one

I think somehow it will have to be
Without him I cannot live