I feel that my heart has been ripped out of my chest
I can?t sleep; I get 3 or 4 hours at best
I try so hard to get you out of my mind
But the thoughts keep pushing themselves inside

I keep thinking, over and over again
Where are you going and where have you been
How could you push me away like this?
After all we?ve been to each other, in bliss

Is it something I?ve done, is it something I?ve said
These thoughts constantly pull at my brain in my head
And what could I have done, to keep us together
Should I have not mentioned I wanted you forever?

I keep thinking of all the little times we shared
A cup of coffee, a smoke on the stairs
A long lasting kissing session, touching my heart
My loins aching with passion right from the start 

I can?t stand it sometimes; I miss you so much
Your kiss, your hugs, your voice, your touch
What can I do, but cry day and night
Wanting you to change your mind and make it right

I don?t understand, and I never will
I loved you then, and I love you still
I dread the thought of meeting other men
I pray that some day, you call out to me again

So I?m trying to get through each passing day
Wondering when this heartache will go away
I hope time will heal, and my heart can be free
And a distant memory you will then be