Whenever I look up at the stars,
I catch myself daydreaming?
Daydreaming about you, and us.
Hoping what we have won?t diminish.
But then again, I know it will.
Sooner or later everything comes to an end?
And that scares me.
I often catch myself thinking?
Thinking about what is really in my future,
What life could bring,
And what obstacles may be put in the way of achieving my dreams.
But then again?
What are my dreams??
I have no idea what I want,
Or how to get it.
This terrifies me.
I am so scared?
So scared that I often catch myself looking up at the stars,
And crying.