I lay here in bed at night,
As I hold my pillow tight.

I am thinking of the love we could have had,
Stressing all of my problems and making myself sad.

I want to hold you tight,
Like I did that one Friday night.

All the tears I have cried,
Left a huge emptiness inside.

I knew from the beginning you were a flirt,
But yet I fell in love with you knowing I would get hurt.

I feel so much shame,
For playing your heart-breaking game.

I am so confused,
Because all my heart tells me is I have been used.

I have no clue what to do,
I cannot think of anything except you.

My life is so unfair,
Because I don't think you really care.

I know you probably never loved me, So I am trying not to cry,
For I must find enough strength to say good-bye.