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WHY?
by   MIS

WHY AREN'T I HAPPY WITH WHO I AM?
ALL OF MY FEELINGS- I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

I'M ASHAMED TO LET PEOPLE SEE ME CRY.
I HURT SO BAD AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

AS A TEAR RUNS DOWN MY CHEEK,
I HATE THAT FEELING OF BEING WEAK.

EVERY NIGHT THOUGHTS RACE THROUGH MY HEAD.
MOMENTS COME WHERE I WISH I WERE DEAD.

I FEEL SO LONELY ALL THE TIME,
EVEN WHEN FRIENDS ARE BY MY SIDE,

NOT PRETTY ENOUGH FOR THE WORLD TO SEE,
WONDERING WHY THAT MODEL COULDN'T BE ME.

FATAL THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE...
JUST PLEASE TELL ME, "WHY?"

I FEEL AN EMPTINESS IN MY HEART.
IS IT MY FATHER WHO TORE ME APART?

I HAVE ISSUES AND I NEED HELP.
STILL THERE'S NO ONE I CAN TELL.

TELL THEM I'M NOT HAPPY AND WANT TO DIE,
HAVE THE STRENGTH TO LET THEM SEE ME CRY.

TO GET EVERYTHING OUT THAT I NEED TO SAY,
IT STAYS ON MY MIND EVERY SINGLE DAY.

WILL THESE FEELINGS EVER CHANGE,
OR WILL I ALWAYS HAVE THIS CONSTANT PAIN?

THE INSECURITIES AND EMPTINESS INSIDE
BECAUSE OF THESE FEELINGS- 

I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN HIDE.
        
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Poem ID: 36779   Poem Posted: 6/24/2000
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