The time I knew you, it wasn't best thing to do,
To tell myself I loved you, even before we were through.

I tried to divert my feelings, block you from my mind,
But it seemed as if something else my mind could not find.

I was lured into your realm; I was told that I was loved
And what I tried to believe was just my emotions getting shoved.

I gave you my heart, and it seemed as if I had had yours.
I blessed you with all my feelings, my soul into it I poured.

One simple talk, to one for whom you used to care,
Made me think no diffrent, just a simple talk you'd swear.

I told myself to believe, and that I do not lie,
Until you said you had a problem to solve, one that would make me cry.

"It's me really, not you; something I have to solve on my own," you pled.
There was nothing I could have said.

You had to make a decision, to be with him or me.
One you have already declared your love to, only to me, not he.

I started to break down inside; to not show it, I did try.
But you saw through my borken heart, and knew I was about to cry.

Now you tell me that you chose, and it was not him but me,
But is your decision out of love, or pitty, that's what I want to see.

I just want to be faithful, and you to do as well,
Because what is going on in my mind, is you putting me through hell. 

As God is with me, He knows it, too,
That nothing stands me between me loving you.