I long to give life
to a little girl or boy,
but it seems that God
is denying me that joy.

For so many years now
I have tried to give life.
It has caused me such heartache
and it's brought me much strife.

My life seems so worthless
because I can't have offspring.
Unable to have a child
is such a heart breaking thing.

I always thought I would be a mother.
I never dreamed that it couldn't be.
I wonder sometimes just what I did
to make God take this dream from me.

Still, I love my child
that I guess will never be.
I cry for this amazing miracle
that has been denied of me.