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the truth
by sweetie
The truth about BRANDON lies deep in the heart of her.
It's like she knows it's an act he puts on,
to act as though he's something so he'll fit in.
But she knows he would never act this way
if she could just reach to the bottom of his soul
and wake up the feelings he should have for her.
But she can't because he doesn't notice her
and he doesn't realize her undying love for him.
He's never listened to her fears
and he's never held her while she cried.
The longest conversation they have ever had
lasted maybe twenty minutes to a half an hour.
He's never noticed her as anything more than.....her.
It's amzing that she knows so much about him
and he knows nothing about her, he barely even knows her name,
but still, she continues to fall harder and harder in love with him,
even though he continues to push her away,
she still gets back up and goes back.
Maybe it's the fear of not loving someone,
or maybe it's his eyes and his smile, or maybe it's just him....
the fear of him not loving her has only fazed her once
because deep in the soul of her body she knows he knows
that they will one day fall in love,
she knows he will one day notice the tears in her eyes
and he will one day make her fears disappear,
their short conversations maybe will even be longer than an hour,
and he will notice when something is bothering her,
or when something has made her happy.
He will no longer notice her as her...
he will notice her as JESS!
On that day they will finally be completly happy
and live their lives as happily ever after....THE WAY IT SHOULD BE :)
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