i don't understand why you left my life,
i don't know what we did for you to use that knife.
why couldn't you tell anyone what you were feeling?
instead you left us grieving.

i guess things got so bad you couldn't take the pain,
noone could see inside, noone could see the rain,
what made you want to get out of it all?
you didn't tell anyone when you began to fall,
instead you kept it all inside,
were the tears and sadness that easy to hide?
i looked at you and saw your smile,
but it was fake and worked for awhile,
why didn't you let me in?
from then i'd help your life begin,
so close i should have seen what you had to hide,
i should have realised that you cried.
But from the inside out you slowly died,
wouldn't let anyone see your pain...
instead you lied !