A part of me feels so relieved that he knows I will always love him
A part of me feels so sad because I will always be there
A part of me asks if he does love me or is it fake
A part of me thinks that he is a disgrace
A part of me knows I must move on
A part of me won't cause I wouldn?t be able to live
A part of me wants to let go 
A part of me already knows.