All my life I have been searching for you,
missing you,
longing to find you - once again.
The way I found you in all our past lifetimes,
One day - once again, like a miracle
my heart and soul recognized you.
What happiness, relief, feelings of 
being completed - once again.
But what happened?
What went wrong?
All of a sudden my joy turned into pain.
How can it be that you don't recognize me anymore?
Has this life put a misty veil over your eyes
so you can't see what is meant to be - once again?
So much pain of loss,
Finding you - once again
and having to realize 
that in this lifetime,
your soul isn't looking back at mine
- the way iT used to be.
I always thought 
we would be soulmates forever;
that no lifetime can keep us apart.
Maybe I was wrong...
What is left for me to do now?
... Waiting till this life is over,
so I can go out again,
searching the world for you,
Hoping you will recognize me -
Once again


Dedicated to the man who holds my heart and my soul in his hands - 
and doesn't realize it...