It's hard to put how i feel into words...

Sometimes i wish we could move towards.
Towards the future and move on with our lives.
I'm sorry for the times I've messed up 
I'd take those things back in a heartbeat, if I could.

Sometimes I think I don't deserve you in my life.
But i'm glad you're in it, 
If you weren't- I don't know what I'd do.
Probably thinking- if I ever would meet a person like you.

This is just a portion of how I feel.
But when i come up to you and say all this...
Then it's really real.