i don't hate you
i don't like you
but i do love you
more than you'll ever know 
i still want you
and i still need you
to make it through it all
i desire the need to be with you
i still remember how your touch 
was more like a warm embrace that sent shivers through my body
your kisses were sweet like candy
i still remember all are times we spent together
they seem more like a movie then reality
i know deep down you still love me 
if only you could be here
our love didn't seem real
but i know it was
i knew it the day i got to know you
i first saw you from a distance 
and that's the day i knew there was something different about you
all i am saying is, no matter what, i am always gonna still love you!

dedicated to sum 1 i still love, Shawn!!