As I lay here next to you I think about my life. 
   As I think, it seems more and more like a dream. 
   It was sometimes happy and sometimes sad. 
   I have been through more than most people may think. 
   I've been though hard and easy times.  Mostly hard. 
   As I lay there I think about when I met you. 
   When I did, you were over 500 miles away. 
   I couldn?t hold you, kiss you, or even hug you. 
   As I lay here, I think what has happened thoughrout all of my life. 
   I have a lot of happy thoughts, and they seem like dreams. 
   Then I have more bad thoughts, and they seem like my nightmares. 
   As I lay here I think, "This is all just a dream. 
   It will be over in the morning, and I must wake up."
   Though I don?t want to wake, I still will.
   I woke up this morning and come to find it wasn?t just a dream. 
   I woke up and found you lying next to me. 
   I was happy to see that this time... it wasn?t just a dream.