Sad and sad...
Sad when you realize 
  you made the biggest mistake of your life,
Sad when you realize
  you don't have family at all,
Sad when you open your eyes 
  and you are alone
  in a place you choose to be,
Sad when you awake in a dark bed, 
Sad when everyone talks bad about you,
Sad when you realize 
  everything is lost in a dark place, 
Sad when you cry and cry 
  and no one understands your pain, 
Sad when you are just nothing in this life, 
Sad when you dream of change 
  but it is still the same...

What are you going to do  
  if you are just 
  a piece of forgetting 
  living thing?
What are you going to do 
  if nobody is there for you again? 
What are you going to do 
  when you had everything 
  and you threw it away? 
Why are you crying now 
  when you used to laugh in the past? 

Sad... 
  but it is time to realize 
  you kill the good times in your life.