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wanting you back....
by jessica leigh self
i'm tired of feeling this way every single day.
my friends tell me there's a better way.
i hate tha pain-
sometimes it drives me insane.
i wish i could turn my head off
so i wouldn't think of my loss.
i feel so damn sorry for myself,
i wish i could put my thoughts in a jar on a shelf.
i'm tired of bein told how to feel,
when the people i talk to are on some kind of messed up pill.
i wish i could tell someone the way i think
but tha way i think would make the pope wanna drink.
all tha rage i have makes me feel
like i'm in a cage trapped with no way out.
ever since you're gone i've messed with suicide
so many times i can't even count.
i get scared when there's nowhere to run
when all you think about 24/7 is a gun.
i sit wanting you back
i sit waiting for my life to be done.
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