How can I describe the way you feel
The words are not there
It's something you've never gone through before
It's something you can't describe
It's something you can't share with others
You have to go though it all by yourself
no one is really there for you
because that space once filled is now a gap,
a gap still now longing to be filled once again
It's so much that you cannot even
comprehend in your mind what's happinging to you
The breakup didn't even faze you until it was too late
Th friendship you had is now nonexistent
The person you once thought you were
now is a long ways gone...
You have to start all over again
to find who you are without him
but then to do this over the pain 
is almost unbearable
the thought of him shatters your whole train of thought
you heart is now broken
but then broken by... none other than yourself
but then you say he brought it upon himself
but none the less who's heart did you really break?
your very own .... and his as well