my head hurts right now
though you left me only last night
your mind holding on to the pain of past loves
your soul still lashing out
not wanting to feel pain
but wanting to feel love
I loved you, but you couldn?t let me in
you held on to the illusions
you held on to the mistrust
I didn?t do anything 
I didn?t cause you pain
yet your blind eyes saw that I did
I fell for you
so far
all I showed you was love
no matter what the pain
I told you everything that went on
no matter what it cost me
but now I sit here, holding my broken heart,
wishing for the thread to sew it up again
you promised me you wouldn?t leave
that you wouldn?t hurt me
why did I let myself believe that was true?
now I see who you are
now I can tell it's not my fault
though these tears fall
they are not for you
they are for the person that loves me next
for all the things you put me through
to prove my love to you
the tears roll down
then they fall on the heart that?s in my hand
adding to the chaos
and adding to the pain
adding to the pain in my life
but what is this life without your love?
why do I still run to you
the man that caused me so much pain?
because your soul touched mine
but what is this soul without a life 
that you so greedily took for granted?