I saw you standing there one day
And I was instantly attracted to you.
Soon after we met, face to face
And my feelings for you grew stronger.
I saw you on a weekly basis,
Standing there in your shop.
I couldn't wait to go and see you,
And talk to you the way we always did.
You became my coach as well, and my crush,
The feelings I had for you were wrong, and shouldn't have been,
Yet you encouraged them.
You led me to believe there was something more between us,
And told how much you cared for me.
Why did you lie to me?
Why couldn't you just let what we had be?
Besides hurting me, you were dishonest to your wife.
Since then, my heart can no longer trust you.
How could you have looked at me that way?
Stared into my eyes, and tell me I was beautiful.
Say those things that made me fall for you,
When all along you knew how wrong it was.
I thought we were friends, and that I could trust you,
How wrong I was, I realize now
Since the day you expressed your true feelings,
Nothing has gone right for me.
I think of you constantly with love and hate,
And feel as if I was just young bait.
In return, I told you my true feelings,
And now I feel like I'm paying for them.
Your image goes through my mind every day,
Maybe someday I'll be able to let go,
Let go of all the good times we shared.
You need to know you broke my heart, and I can never trust another,
until proven.