I feel really bad,
But so should you,
The decision I made,
You made too.

You gave me no choice,
And you need to understand,
I needed a break,
I have to take a stand.

I am so sorry,
I have to do it again,
Now it's twice you will hear,
"Let's just be friends."

I lived in depression,
For way too long,
And I had to resolve,
All that seemed wrong.

You were one of the things,
I wanted to keep,
But you made it clear,
Your feelings weren't that deep.

All I need is time,
I won't ask you to wait,
Because when I am ready,
It might be too late.

Only at some times,
To me, you were good,
We can't start over,
If only we could...

This was our last chance,
I'm sorry for everything,
But believe when I say,
You weren't just a fling.


Dedicated to: John