i want to remember
the rain
whispering on the streets,
the moon
breathing in silver silence,
the stars
falling like broken tears.

i want to remember
the smell of your skin,
the taste of your mouth,
the sound of your heart beating madly.

i want to remember
lying in your arms,
your lips on my body,
your legs wrapped around mine.

i want to remember
even 
the stench of your cigarettes
that now seem sweet...
because I'm remembering 
You.

even this pain,
this complete and utter anguish
feels like ecstasy
because if i close my eyes,
i'm back in your arms
again...