I know my demeanor seems cold- 
Like chilling ice on bare skin
I do try hard, you know-
I guess it?s not enough

The time when I couldn?t accept your gift
Wasn?t meant as an insult
I just couldn?t take it
Without feeling as if I was using you for something

I know my stance seems tired-
Like drooping flowers left in the sun too long
I do want to hold you-
Just not bad enough

My mind is telling me it?s time to let go
My heart is crying because it knows it?s so
My hand hangs limply by my side
My head hangs trying to hide

I know your hurt-
Like my heart is hurt too
I do love you-
But it just won?t show....