I find myself asking the same question over and over
"Will I Survive"?
I can't predict the future but I do know
the pain I'm now feeling is real.

It's deep within my heart.
My heart has been severely wounded
and there is no surgical procedure to fix it...
It's like a slow death.

I don't know what to do and I'm scared of the uncertainty.
Will I ever be loved or will I ever love again?
Hard questions to answer 
when my feelings for her are still there.

I sometimes pray and ask God to turn back time.
With what I know now... I would do things differently,
But I know he cannot do that 
and this prayer will be forever left unanswered

I understand it's too late 
and I must move on to the next lesson......