I lived your lie
Felt your hate
And through it all
I loved you,
Why?
Was it you I loved?
Or was it the thought that
Maybe
Somewhere inside you
You loved me
Truthfully
I don't know the answer
Your powerful
Manipulating
Sad 
Pathetic
Cry for help
Always aimed at me
Did you need me?
Did you want me?
What do I have that you desire?
Conforming
Twisting
Changing
Myself into your perfect being
"My Goddess I worship"
How can this be?
How can it be that you crave me?
Feel this
Feel my pain
Feel what it is to suffer a loss
And you think you miss me now
Now is nothing
It's the future you must fear
"Remember my name..."
Ask yourself this
"Do I love at all?"
I don't think you do
I have found another
You are just a memory now