Nights are dreary
days seems gloomy.
As days unfold, there?s only hope
that ties me to the reality as I cope.
But with the days passing, I mourn
to the things I have sworn.

If only I didn?t ask,
if only I'd zipped my lips
and held on for keeps.
Human as I am, I faltered,
possessing was all that mattered.

God, that I worshipped and adored
bestowed you, so I could be honed
teaching me a lesson or two
slowly molding me into a true
person, with a kindred spirit, too.

You are the one, I tell myself.
Him going away, I cannot accept.
My dreams revolve around him,
My plans are out from the dim
Because of him.

My future, he makes brighter,
My mind, he makes lighter,
My heart, he tames it like no
Others could, he must know
These changes.  He brings
To my life echoes and rings
Forever... yes, he must know.

Dearly, I love him so,
To change for the better
I?m willing to do.
My one and only this I query,
?Do u love me just the same, honey??

Answers, you may keep 
to yourself for now
- it doesn?t matter, anyhow
It is in loving you 
that I live
for you are the air that I breathe!