I invite you to rest your head against my chest
There, do you hear the beat of a broken heart,
Why didn't you tell me you knew it was over from the start?

Because now I have been split in two,
One half tells me to stop loving you
The other tells me to never give quit.
To the second one I always seem to commit.

But for how much longer must I endure this pain?
For how much longer must you shut me out in the rain?
It's cold and bitter without your hand to touch
Or without your body to clutch.

Tears of sadness fill my eyes
Memories of "I love you" make me wonder if they were lies.
Why don't you give me some form of recognition?
I feel as if I'm a soldier who has run out of ammunition.

People stare at me like I'm some kind of monster
They think to themselves "All this because she lost him?"
I have no other answer but a simple "yes"
And my love for you shall not digress.

Better days are all that should await me
But quite honestly I can't get over why you hate me.
If it's some sort of plan to push me away
It won't work because your love is worth the pay.

The pay of a hole in my heart and weakened knees
If this is all that remains of love I say, "Some more please."

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i hope that you are doing ok,
i just want to say 
that i miss you so very much. 
the pain that i'm going through is still continuing 
waiting for the day you will call me and say 
if we can get back.  but i know it will never happen 
cuz all that matters to you is your happiness. 
sorry but i know i will never understand 
what ever it is you want me to.
my heart for you will always give in, 
everyone is telling me to move on cuz you have, 
but i can't do that i just love you too much 
and it really hurts to love someone 
who won't share their love back. 
it makes me feel like i'm not good enough you 
but i have hope and faith that we will get back 
only if you let you heart chose over your head.


i love you now as much as i did from the start 
and i just hope that you love me as much as i do you.