My body is numb I just got a heart breaking news 
How do I take it in? 
My heart can't bear more pain, I do everything all alone.
I could do it I tell myself, every waking day 
But then I pause and I'm asking myself could I really do it???
That's the real question... HMMMM???
How do I take in the news that the guy 
I once was in love with is having another baby by 
Someone else that is not me?
Oh man, just when I think I'm OK
And I'm strong to take in whatever comes my way,
I get the news that breaks my heart into another million pieces.
Again, I ask myself could I really do this???
How do I get through this?
How do I tell My little ones that They are not gonna be
The only ones?
How do I tell them that daddy is for sure
No longer coming home.... to what we once called 
A family???
He has a new one...
And Sadly it's not me...
My heart is holding on and praying 
For GOD to give me the strength to 
Get through this pain that I no longer want to have...
Oh, How do I get through this pain?