I have lost the real me
And I cannot find it.
I cannot be reprogrammed to be me again, it seems...
And I know it?s irreplaceable.

I am at the tip 
of an iceberg that my problems have now become;
From the true reality, I am light years away
Hoping that somehow, someway the sun shines its light
through time and space and finds and melts my iceberg one day.

I am lost and I cannot be replaced
But, before I got lost 
I left a huge part of me for people to see
How Wonderful,
How GREAT God is,
Even if life puts you down at all times.

She is my daughter
MY LOVE,
MY LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS
So I can see.
MY EVERYTHING,
THE VERY CORE OF ME
And I am happy to see
That part of me...