Why does it hurt so badly when you're with the person that you love
and the person that you used to love finds his love?
Why is it that you say you will always care for somebody 
and then they hurt you, and you can't ever forgive them?
Why is it that the people that love you the most 
are the main ones that hurt you?
Why is it that when you see somebody that you dislike 
it's so hard to say something to them,
but you can hold a conversation with a complete stranger?
Why is it that I love two totally different people 
and both of them love me, but I can only be with one of them?
Why is it that I chose the one that hurt me the most 
over the one that hasn't hurt me as much?
Why is it that I even care that he found someone new 
when I'm happy with who I'm with? 
Why is it that I can't stop thinking about him 
long enough to forget about him and move on?
Why is it that everytime I close my eyes I see him,
but I can't have him?
Why is it that I try so hard to forget about him,
but I just end up falling more in love with him?
Why is it that I stay up all night long crying 
cause I lost him, when all along I was the one that was hurting him!
Why is it that he still loves me 
when I have caused him more pain then he deserved.
So I guess this is my way of saying goodbye,
and my way of saying I'm sorry.