He used to hold on to me
He used to come to my window at 3 a.m.
What happened to the great forbidden love
I guess I?ll never see him again

Oh, how he used to be my world
He was everything to me and so much more
I always forgave his wrongdoings
And that?s because I loved him so

Now I no longer have the one I long for
I no longer see him as often as every day
Whatever happened to the boy with big blue eyes
I ask and ask, but no one would say

Why must you keep him away
Why do you insist on braking my heart
I?ve cried over a thousand tears
Wondering why, I?m back at the start

I remember that boy
I remember his smile
Sometimes I could swear I hear his laughter
But it?s all just a game of my mind

My memories last, if nothing else
I must admit he left quite an impression
I miss hearing his heart beat next to mine
He was only so short of perfection

I don?t know where they hid the blue eyed boy
I know he?s okay, but happy, I think not
Maybe he misses me and loves me still
But my heart must doubt, for he would have fought

It?s springtime here and I live in hope
Maybe one early morning he?ll stop by once more
Oh, how I?ve missed those arms that held me close
I know he?ll return; it?s indeed time for the blue eyed boy to come home

He looked at me before he left
Leaving mystery I have yet to solve
For one more night underneath the stars with you
My darling, I would give my all

My poems cannot express the pain
And fear I have to this day
Although I?ve heard many explanations
I still can?t quite understand why they had to take you away

He had to leave, I understand
No hard feelings, he had to go
But to this day, with the fight to let him go
I realize that I still love that blue eyed boy


Steven, if you EVER come across this I want you to know 
that I will always love you. I wish you all the best in life... and love.