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How Much I Miss Him
by Anna Marie Partridge
How I feel about you is not confidential.
I want the world to know, exactly how I feel about you.
I want them to know the truth about my love for you
And not just some phony lie some person made up.
When you hear the words, ?I love you,?
what runs through your mind?
I think of all my dreams coming true.
Just thinking about you blows away my mind.
If you added up all my debts in life, including my love for you,
it would be too much to even think about,
because that?s how much I care about you.
And NO ONE will stop me from loving you like I do.
I feel like you?ve used me, though,
trashed me, hurt me, and then left me.
How can you really see something
if you're not even looking?
I see the world differently than you,
but should that mean we are enemies?
I think not.
You are blind to my love, and deaf to my words.
You speak like I speak to people I hate.
With such anger and such symphony
that only your ears can hear
when you say the word hate.
It builds such a fire up in my soul
as if I want to die.
But my body rejects that,
because I'm living off your love.
The love that used to matter,
the love held in my heart,
The love I have for you
Is falling apart...
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