why am i always rejected
is it because  
they say i'm ugly
and i always smell like cigarette 
smoke

why am i always rejected      
sometimes
i wonder if they see what i see
when they look at me

why am i always rejected
by my family 
i walk into a room  
and i can tell
they don't want me there 

why am i always rejected
is it 'cause they don't
love me anymore
or is it because they never did

why am i always rejected
i really want to know 
why
'cause if i don't find out 
i don't know what i'll do

i need to know 'cause it 
hurts me inside not to 
know the truth 
and i want  
to stop hurting so bad