I can't stand what you mean to me
Cuz what you do is corrupt me
Lie to me, make me see, that you're just another guy to me
"It's not as easy as it seems"
That's not what I'm talking 'bout baby
You say one thing and then another
You contradict yourself as a cover
Maybe I should've listened to my brother
He knew, he said I'd never be your lover
It crushes me to see it this way
You knew US would never change
I feel so much, so much hate
You make me feel as if you're a fake
In what you say, what you do, everything you come down to
I love you with all my heart
I guess I meant nothing from the start
Overreacting I may seem
But I love you so much you make my heart bleed
And still your actions, words make me cheesed
That's why from you I don't know what to believe
You have me feeling like I'm stuck in concrete
Contemplating on what you and me mean
Paints of a pallet of our dream
I thought you used to love me
Only it was a sick fantasy
Empty words from someone so deep
Sure to see that you don't see
The message of what lies beneath
On my own all alone
You pushed me away and didn't even know
Didn't want to go Still don't wanna leave
But it seems you don't care for me
Though I'm still here I'm all by myself
In this thing we have, whatever we have
Patiently waiting, for what, I don't know
Cuz everything you said was a lie once told
And now I don't know, not where to go, not where to start,
not where to stop, I just don't know
I'll never leave but I won't bother with you if you know what I mean
Keep the emotions and feelings inside
Once free but now there in to hide
From the world and what it dose 
From other guys and especially from you
Rambling on cuz there's so much to say
But I'll let it stay inside for another rainy day
Used to love you
Still do til this day
My heart is pained
But it always feels that way