Suppressed feelings often surface on their own
When you?re the least bit aware
All around you they roam

Fighting back is useless, all my breaths become powerless
Weaker they release, until my senses cease
I can no longer control, the existence of my soul

And what has me so overpowered
You at that hour
Your smell
Your smile
Your kiss
Your eyes
Your touch...
I love feeling so much

That it melts my cold heart that froze all those thoughts
Of you and me making we
But it feels so strong I want to be
Stronger than the feeling so I play lioness
I try to impress
And although I was perceived to be strong
I was faking it all along
Pretending that I was being virtuous and true
By stopping myself from making love to you
When all along the only thing I wanted to stop
Was the future breaking of my fragile heart
For I know if it was done so would end my resistance
And I would want you no matter what the chance
And I would push myself so strong that I would push you away
And I preferred for our friendship to stay

So I?ll regress and suppress my feelings once again
And digress, to avoid the stress of opening my heart
My buddy, my friend, my pal to the end
Because I?ll can?t stop...
I won?t start