My Heart aches with pain, 
and is lost. 
I really want to figure all these things out.

I know that I might be pregnant,
but my love for you hasn't changed.
That's the one thing you don't know.

You don't know the hurt and pain 
that I keep from you, with all this same
abuse over again. 

Wrists are slit and loves are lost,
I know that you and I are no more, 
and that if I am pregnant, then I will lose you forever.

All I ever wanted was to spend my life
with you, and no one else.
I can't help but love you the way I do.

Four years was too short, 
and my love isn't lost.
But my heart aches from the hurt and pain.

I know that you are probably
over me, but I just can't help
but love you so.