What if?
It?s a question I have asked myself 
So many times before.

Why?
It?s another that just keeps popping in my head
And it?s the one I try so hard to ignore.

How?
Recently, has been my ally
And it?s the one that makes me want to know more.

It?s been a while since I have felt a warm embrace.
And it?s been a while since I have felt anything
Like I use to before- whenever I saw a smile on your face

There are so many things I wish I could do,
And there are so many things I wish I could say,
But I feel so sad and so far apart...
I don?t even know where to start.

You no longer want to be with me.
You hate me,
You despise me,
You blame me!

I love you
And I made my whole world around you
You left me
And now I am at worst
Why couldn?t you see?
That all I wanted was your trust?

Now, we live a life that?s just too insane
Our arguments and grudges have been nothing but trouble
And this life we live is full of pain.
I am stressed out everywhere I go
At home and at work
And it?s plain to see that my stress has now doubled

We have a daughter,
So beautiful and innocent,
I love her to death and more than myself
At the end of my visiting hours
All I have to remember her by is her scent.
Her scent that lingers with me as I go
I close my eyes and imagine I am hugging her
It?s hard not being with her like you do.
Remember, I love her too!

Please I ask...
How can we make this thing work?
I don?t want to make decisions on my own
She is OUR Daughter
And you are not alone!