Been living in these walls
I?ll wait till he calls
I could put up with all of these
Even if it?s him I miss

Infatuation has gone too far
It?s proven in every scar
I don?t know how farther
It?ll lead to my disaster

What has he done to me?
This obsession?s a mutiny
If only I could steal his heart
Or tear it apart

What have I done to myself?
Maybe I needed help
As much as I needed him
My life has been dim

He reached the deepest
Of my heart?s weakness
I wanted him to be dug
But I would simply clog

I?ll just close my teary eyes
And make myself realize
That he?ll never be mine
The sun will never shine