I wasn?t behind bars, but I trapped myself within...
I was hurt so bad, my family was bleeding.
Everyday thinking I had no way out. 
My self-confidence evaporating into a drought.

Living in pain 
Knowing I was insane.
All of my self worth, leaking into a drain.

The pit traveled so far down my body.
The pit was so big- it could seat a full lobby.

Waking up every morning, praying for the night to come.
So I could go to sleep.
The pain would slowly numb.

Every weekend driving my car into hell.
You could sense it.
It had a smell.
But I thought I was going to a place that made me happy.
I was so unlucky
Vegas would want me.