I tried to hold you tight in my palm 
But you seem to have slipped through my fingers.
I feel dead inside my heart
As your thought in my mind still lingers.

I feel all alone, reaching out to you
As you pretend to be oblivious of my presence.
I seek you out with all my heart
As you look back and mock... having a laugh.

Was it all my dream that you cared for me
And is it an illusion that you will be with me?
It may be only a madness that happened to me.
Is it simply that you just had to hurt me?

How foolish I have been in feeling this way;
You are gone now but, I guess, I also lost myself.
I sit back in silence and watch with tearful horror
As the dreams I had are turning into my nightmares.

Maybe I feel sorry I loved you so much, 
Were the feelings wrong I expressed as such?