Can i find

By: Jeff C Jones

i've taken every wrong direction
i can't sleep at night
i wonder how you can say
all those words
how i can believe?
can i find
a piece of mind?

tears continue to fall
isolation consumes my soul
your face is everywhere
but it was never mean
i'll never be happy
can i find
peace inside?

life is so meaningless
when love is lost
you're lost to me
i'm lost to the world
words can't even describe
can i find
happiness, though i'm so blind?

i pray for death
all i hear is my screams
the black burning pit that is my heart
my blood stained soul
my pointless thoughts
can i find
another love so kind?

as i plea for you
as i cry alone
as i seek salvation
as i fall again
dead again
can i find
a way to put this all behind?