TIRED HEART
MY HEART IS TIRED OF ALL THIS DRAMA!
TIRED OF BEING BROKEN SO MANY TIMES
TIRED OF BEING SQUASHED LIKE AN INSECT
TIRED OF BEING USED, AND THROWN AWAY LIKE GARBAGE
TIRED OF BEING PLAYED LIKE A FOOL
TIRED OF BEING TRASHED AND NEVER PICKED UP
TIRED OF BEING MISTREATED
TIRED OF BEING DAMAGED AND NEVER REPAIRED
TIRED OF BEING HURT SO MANY TIMES
TIRED OF BEING LIED TO BY YOU
TIRED OF BEING UNHAPPY WHEN EVERYONE AROUND IS HAPPY
TIRED OF BELIEVING IN YOU
TIRED OF CRYING TEARS OF BLOOD
TIRED OF FEARING EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING AROUND IT
TIRED OF WAITING FOR THAT ONE PHONE CALL OF YOURS
TIRED OF WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN
TIRED OF THINKING OF YOU
TIRED OF MAKING PEOPLE THINK I'M ALREADY OVER YOU
BUT MOST OF ALL, MY HEART IS TIRED OF LOVING YOU!
THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO MY ONE TRUE LOVE, JAY.
SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID TO YOU,
BUT I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TO ME
UNTIL THE DAY IT WAS OVER.
SORRY FOR NOT LETTING YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU.
BUT ONE THING I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS REMEMBER
IS THAT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
AND THAT I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU. LOVE ALWAYS, YANY.
FEB 12, 2001 TILL FEB 18, 2002.
