THE FEELING OF NOT BEING WANTED
by Tina Patricia O'Connor
There's a feeling that is deep inside of me,
One that I just can't let go free.
It's one that has made part of who I am today,
How I would love, not, to feel this way.
The feeling that I'm speaking of is one that will always be there,
No matter the time or day,
No matter what I do or say.
I will always know the pain that it leaves everyday.
The feeling that I'm describing is one I wish I never had to,
It's one that will break your heart.
It will tear the world you know in two,
It will happen before you even have a clue.
It remains with you, even within your dreams,
It makes you wake up feeling like screaming.
It will take your restful nights & turn them into nightmares,
All of this, to me, is not fair.
Is this the way that it's supposed to be?
This I ask you.
It's all because of one painful feeling,
The one I will always fear...
The feeling of not being wanted