Painful Truth
It is here
The charasmatic end of my feelings is near
She is not what I dream about
But not over her, I am without a doubt
In my heart she will always be
But one day she will act, and you will see
I see her through my brand new eyes
Sometimes I want to swat her like a fly
All that could have been
Has been shot down because of one cold sin
Our relationship has been tied in a knot
But hard I have fought
F*** it all
I have dropped the ball
The way she treats me
This shouldn't be
Maybe she deserves it
Now I just don't want to give a s***
Soon this might all turn to chaos
But maybe it'll pay off
But you know I can't criticize
Now my love for her has great size
Soon this will fall
And i will lose it all
My head will turn to anarchy
They should lock me up and throw away the key
Some day I will leave it all
And pursue a dream of football
Better it shall be
Because she'll be away from me
Sometimes I feel anger
But I just can't seem to get over her
Loving her may have been a mistake
But soon I will cross the lake (signifigant meaning)
What the **** for
Why must this be different than before
It used to be so good
Now it just seems as though we never could
Over her I must get
I can never bet
My tie with her I must sever
There is someone better
She treats me well
But what the he**
This whole poem is unnecessary
This is very scary
Maybe this was meant to be
Maybe I wrote this poem to make myself see
A best friend she is only
I know forever I won't be lonely
Many other girls there are
Even one who lives far
Over her I am now
Now I will show you how
For me she will never feel
By doing this i will heal
Writing all my feelings flat
For an hour here already I have sat
With my feelings I have dealt
The above is the way I had felt
Feel for me she once did
She just fled
So do I
And for my love, TC I say goodbye
Now I will not go crazy
And I will not be lazy
My mind is clear
The bitter end is not here
The new me
Everyone will see
Not depressed
Less angry, yes
Beautuful she has been
But black inside she is within
My best friend she will stay for long
To say this I have written this song
I guess whoever reads this likes my lyrics
Even the people who are with me in spirit
I know you are here to protect me
Not to make me flee
But also to make me see
See the real me
Now at 4:00 am I will hit the sack
Because...the old Demetry is back
