Not Yet - to travis
It seems like yesterday
Falling in love with you was like a dream
...waking up has been a nightmare
Is it the same for you?
Have you pinched yourseld a thousand times
Hoping to end this misery?
How easy is it to let go of everything
Reflecting upon the last year
It seems like forever
A time when I didn't love you
Is unimaginable
It seems like so long ago when I was last alone
What's it going to be like?
The memories of you are everywhere
Walking down the street, I see you
When the wind blows, I catch a scent of you
You, wonderful, you
You who has meant everything to me
And now nothing
Well, it's supposed to be nothing
But I can't let it be
Confusion is an understatement
It happened so quickly
I never thought I could be so vunerable
But I am
I will rebuild, but not erase your memory
We were so young
Too young to handle such strong emotion
Love, in its mountainous glory
Came so easily to us
You'd think a love like that
Would be hard to lose
It is
But do I want to lose it
Or do I want to hold onto it forever
Tightly grasping my hand around it
Never letting go
Someday my grip will loosen
And it will slip away
Though your memory will linger
My strong desire for you may not
I hate to think of that day
Yet I know it is inevitable
Reality will set in
And so will closure
Goodbye has already come and gone
And you have come and gone
But I will not let go
Not yet
Now while my senses are still strong
Not when I can still hear, see, smell, touch and taste you
No, I'm not ready yet
But the time will come
The hour is fast approaching