i understand
when i heard about
you finding someone new
it finally got through
that i would never have you
at first i was destroyed
picturing you with another man
you holding him and walking
around school holding his hand
i have dreamed of us like that
hoping one day you'd be mine
hoping to finally really
hold you in my arms
but then i woke up
and now i have to let you be
all i'm hoping for now is...
for the man you're with to keep you happy.