The thought of You
All I ever do is think of you. The thought of never
getting to see you again draws tears to my heart.
I have never loved someone as much as I love you and
even though that time has passed by and you are nowhere
to be found the thought of not loving you is not even a vision
in my eyes. The things we went through seem as if they
happened yesterday. The vision of you seems so clear, as if
you are right here with me. Why does the love I had for you
haunt me as if I should not let go? Even though I know deep
down inside it is over and I will never have you in my life
again, I will never see you again, the only memory of you
I will have is the ripped photo I keep hidden. I pray every
night to hear my phone ring and it will be you on the other
end, then reality hits me, you don't even have my number.
I think about you always so strongly hoping to send a message
to your heart and soul. I pray that our song will come on
the radio and that you will remember that it was ours...
I pray for all of this, and for what? To be let down and to
realize I am crazy and obsessed by the fact of just loving you...
