when i heard about
you finding someone new
it finally got through
that i would never have you

at first i was destroyed
picturing you with another man
you holding him and walking 
around school holding his hand

i have dreamed of us like that
hoping one day you'd be mine
hoping to finally really
hold you in my arms

but then i woke up 
and now i have to let you be
all i'm hoping for now is...
for the man you're with to keep you happy.